Upon tumbling on this concept called "Tonalization" (which is all new to me), I figured I should search Wikipedia on definition of it. I won't bore you with what tonalization is, but I did find a link to Suzuki Method which I would like to share. The following quote is from Suzuki himself.
Fundamentally, he believed that children will get "noble hearts" by listening to beautiful music and learning to play it from young. Very Japanese-like mindset, but there's some truth in it. He wanted to nuture children into good, and music was his instrument.I want to make good citizens. If a child hears fine music from the day of his birth and learns to play it himself, he develops sensitivity, discipline and endurance. He gets a beautiful heart.
—Shin'ichi Suzuki
"The method discourages competitive attitudes between players, and advocates collaboration and mutual encouragement for those of every ability and level."
To learn to play an instrument and appreciating the beauty of it is the goal, not the end result of being able to play a very complicated piece.
It is sad/amusing that I am finding this at age 22--soon to be 23. I am old in Suzuki's standards by at least 15 years. Is it too late for me to nurture my musical abilities? Perhaps. It saddens me that I'm not the audience to whom the book was dedicated.
However, as it encourages hearing music over learning to read notes, taking small approaches to appreciating beauty rather than working on technics, it IS dedicated to me. To be pounded on technicalities would be much more than what I can handle this late into my life in starting something anew. Basically, I'm just like a child starting to learn music, except that my aptitude is greatly reduced compared to that of a child.
But so what? I have all the time in the world. Cello is my hobby, not my vocation. Let it take 5 years. Let it take 10. I'll take learning in small steps and appreciate it fully as I move on gradually.
And only then, it would truly be something when I get to the 10th volume (last volume) of Suzuki for cello. It will be a good milestone to my journey.